Hm, blogging.
I have come to the conclusion, after countless comings of conclusions on topics in-numerous and irrelevant to their own - nevermind their others - that humans think. They, we, think lots. I, they, we, think so much, in fact, that I never remember. And so! To remember, ponder, investigate and amuse, I have created a blog. Also, Alan mentioned it on Sunday and I thought it to be a pretty neat idea. Therein, thoughts:
Yesterday, for the first time, I cleared the path to and around our house. To say clear would suggest that dams fall to streams. Excavated, I feel would be more appropriate. Regardless, I cleared our path - and that led me to thinking. Our house, not my house. I would love my own house. I do not speak of a building, but of a family. That would be awesome. I have been thinking of what my dreams actually are, after eighteen years of considering next to none. This line of thought was also jogged by Lennie's word/prophecy/thing on Sunday about what gifts and plans that God has for us. I would love a family. Yes please. Unfortunately, it's the scariest idea ever to be conceived unto me. However, I looked upon this concept with renewed (God's) vigour and posed, with optimism, this question: How can a man look after a household without knowing how to look after himself? And this is what I look to do.
My gaze, upon my goal. My eyes, upon my Father. My start, myself.
Looking after myself, is that the right way of saying it? I don't know. I want to be a Godly man so that when I get the honour, et al, of being the owner of a house, I will already know how to look after myself/lead my own life. YES! That's what I mean.
To conclude, I seek to learn/experience/see/hear/know my Father, so that I may become like Him.
Today is 07/12/10. Any significance? I know not. Until now. On this day I begin my study of the bible. Cover2Cover, 365 days of learning. I feel like I know next to nothing about the Bible - as I imagine even the most experienced do - but I desire to know more.
Life, I see your challenge, and I accept.
